First off I don't know what I am doing now lol...but Im here now going with the flow...

I been running 14 years now - hiding from myself - building a wall from my feelings... Doing all this, but I realise I have to face what I been running from hiding from and building a wall aganst. As hard as it is, I am happy and releaved that I have the courreg to take this step! At the same time I am sad because I feel this way and I am in a wheelchair and it's hard to find that guy who will like you for you and not run away from the sight of the chair I am in.

 Alright, 

basically, I'm fifteen and in love with someone way older than me. 

We're sort of dating now, though no one really knows. 

Could this work out? 

Greetings

 Greetings, Question: After many years of 
purposly repressing memories of
life, and excellently trained to do so, 
have i compromised my future. In
the sense that now that life is better, 
i cant stop repressing all but the
most crucial of things :L Is there 
treatment for this, home made or 
professional?
 Any tricks to eliminate this?